Sunday, July 21, 2013

7-21-13

10:00am


I didn't have a very good night.
I got to bed around 1am and woke up at 3am
to almost 5am in extreme pain from my left hip
and just bawled my eyes out!
No matter what I did or tried the pain wouldn't go away.
It was all I could do to climb out of bed and into
the kitchen to get some tylenol which doesn't
seem to work anyway for this but I didn't
have anything else to take.
Hubby's ready to take me to the ER.
I don't want to go.  Don't have money for
doctors to poke and prod me, tell me to get
xrays, go to specialists, family doctors and so on.
If I was rich I wouldn't of hesitated for a moment!
But I'm not and all I see are dollar signs everywhere
when someone says, "go to the doctors, go to the ER,
go to urgent care."  I'll just deal with it for now
and suffer!!  Do you think our diagnosis' with Crohns or
even Diabetes was easy.   Heck it took a couple years
or more for doctors to figure it out after several
doctor trips, er trips, specialists, 
medicines, needles, IVs, blood work,
xrays, cat scans, you name it.
I don't have money to be their guinea pig!!!
All this crap they want you to do puts you broke!
I don't want to go back down that road again
because I'm almost to that point again
and still have some doctor bills to pay
that I don't know how I'm paying right now.


1:45pm


Back from going out on a call not too long ago.
Plus earlier this morning hubby and son went
over to unlock the pools because the office doesn't
open til 12 and I'm sure people would like
to go swimming before then.

All I can say is thank goodness for ibuprofen.
Even though I'm not supposed to be taking
it, it's the only thing that helps my pain to be
able to keep moving around!

I just removed some pizza dough from the bread machine.
I'm making a couple of homemade bacon & cheese
pizzas for supper.

Where did Mr. Weatherman have the right to
say that the rain the other day would bring
temperatures down and take the humidity out.
Right now it's 85 degrees and feels like 91 outside.
It feels horrible and sticky outside.


10:20pm


Got another page about an hour before closing the pools.
It was simple.  Still had about a half hour or
so after the page to kill before closing pools
so me and hubby walked around Antrim Park.
We thought it would be good for me to loosen
my hip up some by walking.  I don't know if I could
do another night like last night!

Earlier today we tidied up our carport area
and spread some bread and a partial box of
cereal around the yard for the little birdies to eat.
I cleaned up everything that has been knocked over
or tore apart under the carport from the critter
that visits during the night time hours.
I put a small pile of cereal on the carport
in hopes of finding out once and for all
what has been wreaking havoc out there
and making a mess.  My guess was a cat or a coon.
Well when we got home tonight and was

walking up to the house and the outside light
came on the answer stood before us
and kinda freaked me out at first
because I didn't expect it to be standing there.










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